18 August 2011

Risk-taking and Deep-plunging


"Nakedness Indeed

The deeper reason we fear our own glory is that once we let others see it, they will have seen the truest us, and that is nakedness indeed. We can repent of our sin. We can work on our 'issues.' But there is nothing to be 'done' about our glory. It's so naked. It's just there-the truest us. It is an awkward thing to shimmer when everyone else around you is not, to walk in your glory with an unveiled face when everyone else is veiling his. For a woman to be truly feminine and beautiful is to invite suspicion, jealousy, misunderstanding. A friend confided in me, 'When you walk into a room, every woman looks at you to see-are you prettier than they are? Are you a threat?'

And that is why living from your glory is the only loving thing to do. You cannot love another person from a false self. You cannot love another while you are still hiding. You cannot love another unless you offer her your heart. It takes courage to live from your heart. My friend Jenny said just the other day, 'I desperately want to be who I am. I don't want the glory that I marvel at in others anymore. I want to be that glory which God set in me.'

Finally, our deepest fear of all . . . we will need to live from it. To admit we do have a new heart and a glory from God, to begin to let it be unveiled and embrace it as true-that means the next thing God will do is ask us to live from it. Come out of the boat. Take the throne. Be what he meant us to be. And that feels risky . . . really risky. But it is also exciting. It is coming fully alive. My friend Morgan declared, 'It's a risk worth taking.'"




"Following Him into the Unknown

Either we wake to tackle our 'to do' list, get things done, guided by our morals and whatever clarity we may at the moment have (both rather lacking to the need, I might add); or we wake in the midst of a dangerous Story, as God's intimate ally, following him into the unknown.

If you're not pursuing a dangerous quest with your life, well, then, you don't need a Guide. If you haven't found yourself in the midst of a ferocious war, then you won't need a seasoned Captain. If you've settled in your mind to live as though this is a fairly neutral world and you are simply trying to live your life as best you can, then you can probably get by with the Christianity of tips and techniques. Maybe. I'll give you about a fifty-fifty chance. But if you intend to live in the Story that God is telling, and if you want the life he offers, then you are going to need more than a handful of principles, however noble they may be. There are too many twists and turns in the road ahead, too many ambushes waiting only God knows where, too much at stake. You cannot possibly prepare yourself for every situation. Narrow is the way, said Jesus. How shall we be sure to find it? We need God intimately, and we need him desperately.

'You have made known to me the path of life,' David said (Ps. 16:11). Yes-that's it. In all the ins and outs of this thing we call living, there is one narrow path to life, and we need help finding it." 

 -John Eldredge from Waking the Dead




12 August 2011

To Change a Life

Just recently I was at the library and came across the movie "To Save a Life". I had seen and heard it advertised all over Christian circles but wasn't really interested. Why? Well to be honest I thought it was going to be some dumb movie about how screwed up teenagers get and then they find Jesus. Lame. I never did like those kind of Christian movies that focused more on the problem than a solution. But my curiosity and boredom got the best of me. I got home from Youth Class and popped it into my laptop. It was bleh most of the time. I was half paying attention and half talking to other people. 


WHAM. 
It hit me like a ton of bricks. 


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YEZrvZZDbJg&playnext=1&list=PL752B544A5B454EFA


"What's the point of all of this if you're not gonna let it change you?"


It been echoing in my head over and over again. I began to cry and thought to myself...I consider myself a Christian but what have I done? Oh sure, I lead a sign language team and am on the youth committee. But have I let myself be changed so that I may change others? How many times have I ignored people and blew people off under the pretense of my own awkward personality or just because I didn't have the time..


As my youth leader said last Wednesday night in youth class, the stopper in a drain was created for one purpose and when it fails- when it lets all the water down the drain- it is useless. worthless. We are created to worship. We are created to serve. We are created to show the love Christ to a hurting world. And when we fail to do this, we become useless. You'll feel like something's missing. YOU yourself will feel worthless. So once again I'll say it.


"What's the point of all of this if you're not gonna let it change you?"


The point is that there is none. 


I know people who are not Christians but show love to others more than I do. And I am determined to change that. 


To let it change me.


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JPqs0Z4756A